Winter
Winter I run to the place where you were my mind runs my heart won’t stop searching I run to the place you used to be you used to be there I can’t breathe winter freezes my soul shut where you used to be – –
Touch
Touch I just want to get warm I just want to feel touch I just want to be real reach, see, feel instead hanging by a thread worn thin dissolving within tied to what I just want to […]
Signs
“Isolate as much as you want to become stronger, even if you see that loneliness is an unbearable hell, it is much better than the multiple masks of humans.” – Dostoevsky “Operating out of my true self demands close attention to reality at every moment, and great fidelity to […]
Daycare
Daycare Daycare the Parent drops you off without a second thought In their mind they know the time –they know exactly when it will end, the fact that a day is like a thousand years doesn’t bother them It’s an eternity to a child in a room full of children […]
Pet
Pet Insecurity is a pet living well in my psyche it eats everything demands constant attention jumps up on my well-being leaves paw marks on what is hidden and what is in the open it’s an indoor outdoor pet no matter how many times I shove it from […]
Monster
Monster How did it happen in the heart of a family a lifetime of speaking words in the open an honest thing hanging in the air while the love goes silent and slinks away How does it happen in the heart of a family one lone monster […]
Empty
Empty written by Ray Lamontagne – Of these cut-throat busted sunsets These cold and damp white mornings I have grown weary If through my cracked and dusty dime store lips I spoke these words out loud Would no one hear me? Well, I looked my demons in the eyes Lay […]
Dry Leaves
Dry Leaves I am like a —man without strength Why do you harden my heart —O, Lord so that I do not regard you with awe? I am shriveled up like a leaf —and like the wind my sin sweeps me — away Yet you, Lord, are my Father. —I […]
Daydreams
Daydreams Daydreams comfort my soulthey come one by one, line up in a rowplay out in my mindfree and intriguing**till bang**reality reelingjolted from playlike wind through a holethe dreams flyand diestack uplike dead bodiesready to risein a place I call home—living where the head goes – – […]
According to Your Love
According to Your Love Undone things unkind thoughts shortcomings coming undone according to me remember me though according to you remember the true pieces of me not the footprints in the sand the false self makes wherever I go I need to know according to you according […]